St. Therese of Lisieux, one of our shining stars, learned through an intense search of many dreams and listening deeply to God that her "vocation is love, in the heart of the Church."

As a Carmelite, I have done so many things, which have defined me. Often I am working from my own energy, insights and resources. Yet, the more I listen to God, the more I realize how loved we are and how that experience of God's love for us gives energy and focus to everything I am and do.

Once grace embraces that profound experience of God's unconditional love, it changes everything — and brings integrity, humility, and generosity to life. This was the insight of John of the Cross and Teresa of Avila: love which is not self-seeking, love which transcends self, which draws us through dark nights of purification and intimate moments of ecstasy because it is God speaking and embracing -- communing with us -- and in us, with others.

In times of doubt, fear, or challenge, this prayerful experience has calmed my spirit, helping me know that I am not alone or simply burdened by my own messianic dreams and needs — "that it is not about me" — it is about God loving us.

Carmel is an experience of meeting God in the garden, where He creates fertile ground of intimacy, energy and life, for and with others. It is truly love that defines us in the divine image and is the divine spark which energizes life, community, and ministry.

— Fr. Bob Colaresi, 0. Carm.

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